Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Extreme Emotion

My extreme emotion is kind of a downer but it is the most recent time where one moment in my life had so much impact. To give a little backstory when I was 12 we bought a new dog named Jack, he was one of the best dogs ever he would always lay next to you never be mad and always tried to make you happy. He could even tell if you would sick and whenever I was sick he would never leave my side just lay next to me all day. And at night he would always sleep at the end of my bed so even when I was on vacation it was wierd not having him at the foot of my bead. On the first weekend of school I was going to go home to get somethings that I had forgoten. Before I even left my Dad called me, I could tell he was upset and that something was wrong. He told me that jack was dying and asked when I was leaving to come home, I told him not till later. He didnt think he would even last that long and drove down from the cities to get me. I was told that there was a tumor in his stomach that burst and basically he was bleeding internaly, he wasn't in pain though becouse of the medication. Jack was the only thing that I really missed about home and all of the sudden out of nowhere he was dying. What really struck me was that when dogs die they go to a safe happy place, and when my parents found him he was curled up in my closet on my clothes. It was the saddest worst car ride home ever. But as soon as i got to see him he smiled, yes my dog smiles. It was a pretty bad way to start off not living at home, but thats how it happend, and that is my extreme emotion.

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